Why Am I In This Handbasket?

"If you plan on going on an epic quest, there are some things to look out for. The first one is a crazy person with magic powers, who appears out of nowhere and seems to be a nutter." Jacob at Television Without Pity

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Walking Like An Egyptian & Doing the Happy Dance

King Tut is in Fort Lauderdale and I just got tickets to see him. Well, probably not him in person but large quantities of his stuff. Stuff that will be well worth a 6 hour drive each way, $44 for admission, and whatever the cost of a room will be 'cause I'm not crazy enough to try and do it as a day trip, to see. I got THE very last ticket left for January 27th.

Happy! Happy! Joy! Joy! Squeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Monday, December 19, 2005

Rant 1.0 Finish What You Start...At Least If It Involves MY Time.

I have a lot of unfinished stories. 99.9 percent of them reside in old notebooks that are currently stuffed in boxes in storage. The .1 percent consists of fragments I've posted to WASIF for work shopping. I understand that sometimes a great hook doesn't pan out. That inspiration is a fickle thing. And I understand that sometimes life happens and something comes up that keeps you from working on a story long enough that it goes cold on you.

So, my current immense frustration with certain fanfic authors has nothing to do with my inability to empathize with their not being able to finish a story. It's with them posting the thing online unfinished and then 20 or 30 or so chapters later abandoning it. Especially since most of the time the reason given is that they are tired of dealing with flames over the story.

Hello! Ask any professional writer and they will have innumerable horror stories of out right hostile comments from people who have read their book and feel the need to lash out at the author. And they don't all stop at comments. Some engage in scary stalker behavior that require the services of law enforcement. If you are not prepared to deal with negative comments, even (or maybe especially) insanely off the wall comments, then you really should close down that Word document, put away that legal pad, and go take up another avocation. Counted cross stitch is a good way to eat hours of time. Or if you want something borderline useful macrame is relaxing.

When you post the first chapter of a multi-part story to anything other than a workshop like WASIF you are making a promise to your readers. They do not have the right to impose their expectations of how often you should update on you but they do have the right to expect that the story will be finished in it's own time. It takes a lot more work to write 20 chapters than it does to read them but it does take a commitment of time from the reader. If I've spent two or three hours reading your magnum opus and I then find a notice that your ego has been bruised too badly to continue, despite the glowing reviews that are still up in the comments section, I'm going to feel cheated and tricked and it's going to make it much less likely that I will take a chance on reading an unfinished story again.

The most recent notice like this even acknowledged that 90% of her reviews and email received about the story were positive and it was only the nasty 10% that had driven her to stop writing her story half way through. At chapter 25. Sturgeon's Law apparently applies to reviews as well as fiction. I would be VERY happy if I had a couple of hundred posted reviews and 180 of them were good.

But then it is all about the ego boost for these people isn't it? And how many people today are taught to deal with negativity of any kind. This is a culture where you get a ribbon just for showing up.

I say it's about the ego boost because if it were about the art/craft of writing then they would finish their stories and polish them before posting. Posting each chapter as you finish it, sometimes in a form that is obviously the first draft, allows you to get reviews from people saying how much they like you and how they want you to write more. I've seen writers actually end a chapter on a cliffhanger and then state that they won't continue the story until they get at least 10 more reviews. Of course when those same people who were stroking your ego by asking for more demand that you post something after a month of no chapters and get ugly about it then it's their fault.

And of course most of the time the writers do not take down the chapters that they had already posted so that future readers don't get sucked in, they leave them up so that people can keep posting comments asking for more.

I'm sure that some writers who do care about the craft do post first drafts and then revise them based on feedback but they also finish the story even if it takes a major effort.

I've got to say that the girl mentioned above did pull her 25 chapters and leave a note saying why they had been pulled. I wish she had done it before I started reading her story. It had some weaknesses but it was a really nice alternate universe twist on the characters and now I'll never know how they survive the big bad and save the world.

Thanks loads. I didn't need that time. I probably would have just did the laundry or something anyway.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

If you are going crazy can I come too?

I read Pinned Wings Butterfly by Aprill May at lunch today. http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2356647/1/

It's Inuyasha fanfic and if you don't want it spoiled then read it before you go on 'cause I give away the big Rod Serling plot twist.

If you don't want to read it it's about Sango, a woman in the series who joins Inuyasha's group after her village is massacred and her possessed brother kills their father. All she has left is a need for revenge and to save her brother. And her constant companion a fire cat named Kirara. Along the way she unexpectedly finds love with Miroku, another of Inuyasha's companions. This story takes place months after the defeat of their enemy in a battle where Sango's brother , Kirara, and Miroku die. Which hasn't happened in the series, this is set sometime in the future.

We don't know that she's lost them at first though. She is shown living a very happy life rebuilding the village with Miroku and her brother. They attract new settlers and are leaders of their little community. Every day is filled with love and laughter.

Until Inuyasha appears to try and help Sango after he hears about the crazy lady who is living in the abandoned village. The place is still in ruins and her happy life is just an insane delusion. When he tries to talk sense to her she violently rejects him and runs away from him. Once safely out of sight she smiles as she sees Miroku come to her and the dream swallows her again.

It's supposed to be sad and it is but I envied her a lot and when I thought about it during my commute home tonight I cried all the way home. Not for her but for me. If given the choice between being happy with the people that I love who are gone (but being totally insane) or what I have now, I would pick insanity as long as I could clean up some messes first so others wouldn't have to deal with them.

Monday, December 05, 2005

Dithering

The white box is scarier the second time around. I've very nearly posted here several times in the last week and stopped myself every time. “That's too silly,” I'd think. Or “That's too serious”. I wouldn't want to scare people away and I wouldn't want them to think I'm a fluff brained idiot.

Of course the only people reading this right now are a handful of friends and they've known me long enough that any damage is done.

And now I've forgotten all the silly things and just remember one serious one which I've already discussed in detail at WASIF

http://forums.delphiforums.com/canwrite/messages?msg=590.1

Oh, well. I got a lot of writing related stuff done this week. Most of it wasn't mine though. I edited a 16 chapter story for someone and wrote a page and a half on my stuff. I'm supposed to be getting the next module ready to run for my RPG but it's been almost two months and I've gotten almost nothing done on it. I need a TARDIS.